"Hindsight''

Hatred, Depression , Betrayal are the emotions I feel for him on the daily basis . I fell in love and got up with scars and a broken heart. I found it useless to cry over him, but crying over the things he has done would seem equally stupid. I hate him, but I would forgive him and take him back any day. Him knowing my conditions and treating me the way he did was just ridiculous . I just made it more easier for him to take advantage of me. I'm hard to get, but extremely vulnerable. And he knew that. I was naive to believe he actually had feelings for me. I grew up being told boys only want one thing and I should've listened. I just went by his word " I'm different '' , " I'm not like the other boys '' he said . No , I have to be honest he is different from any boy I knew . He hurt me more than any boy I knew . He tricked me more than anyone has ever done . He played with my mind, and he made me think cared. I should've seen the signs; just played myself.

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